I can honestly say that I feel okay today.  I can’t quite explain it.  It is such a relief, a break, a complete foreign feeling for me.  I’ve had thoughts of sadness enter my mind but I was able to push them aside.  I was able to tell “those feelings” to go away.  

I’m trying not to think too much about it rather I am trying to enjoy my peace from it.  Still I can’t help wondering when I will lose this okay feeling.    ???????????